Sunday, July 31, 2005

regular entry

SIANZZZZZ.

sorry, cant find a better substitute to express boredom than experimenting with lian-ism/lian-ness/wadever you call trying to act ahlian. the above was intentional, so to any young minds, dont follow my example worxx. oops, i did it again.

as i begin to recount my week, my sch diary is in front of me, on the computer table, flipped open at TERM 3 WEEK 25. i've resorted to recording how i spend every minute in sn in an attempt to save precious memories from the remaining days i get to wear the blue pinafore to sch. yes. monday handover. tuesday therapeutic track strolls with phone in hand for 43mins++ coming to terms with a mystery. case closed. :D wednesday fire drill, rojak ball (hahahaha), prelim timetable (ha.ha.ha.), home with mel and ling at 9pm and made plans abt column gatherings when we graduate. (: thursday jalan kayu prata 1st time ever (for me lahh) with gen, la, deb, mel, ling. study at gen's place (really, we were not distracted by the hamster, exciting sand art, hip&cool music, food and digicam.) friday el oral prelim (ohmytian), madness with my two highly-entertaining friends. enlightening stuff they share. conversations with them are sanity relief from the countdown-to-Os :D :D saturday wahh downpour. veryverycold at amk library with studyclique. we laughed at the silliest things (i.e. lin na's mother and the car and th steering wheel and the tyres HAHA), pondered abt who would looked good at grad, who we cannot imagine in a gown, how we want to style our hair HMMM. then when ling and i were left, an auntie passed our table and remarked to her auntie friends, "mmm not bad hor next time i shd bring my son here." sure, you're welcome.

i am permanently sleepy. i ought to reset my body clock. waking at 4.30am is acceptable, 7am is not. reaching sch at 6.45 is acceptable, 6.55 is not. sleeping at 10pm is acceptable, 12am is not. i need to make a date with the doctor. ytd i was painfully wronged, in defence of somebody. no one stood up for me. blood is thicker than water? it can choke. the feeling of oppression. reduces one to tiredness. without trying, i wonder how long i can keep up at it. may the more obstinate win.

august. one calender-flip away.

/ ooh girls just wanna have fun.